learning at elementary school

Everyday i learn something more about how raising kids.Especially Teddy.I have to know whats best 4 my kids.but sometimes i get bored i get back by being deti again.Not patient n wanna do things by her own way.so i have to control my emotions.but really sometimes im just playing my roll as a good housewife n mom.Good education but jobless.really i just dont know.when will i really get the chance to use my post graduate diploma.sooner or later they’ll be an oppurtunity 4 me.Maybe time 4 me finaly realize that life is more than just making money.Raising my kids to be good kids n smart of course.

pln sucks

really, pln doesnt have brains or what? Everyday mati lampu 2 or 3x 4 hours.Really makes me ill n wanna get mad everyday.my kids cant seem to understand, but thats the way it is.Life sucks.Everytime i wanna make something good with my own way, something comes up.Boring n excausting.But i have to survive.Business like this needs patieness n really det i admit its not fun doing work like this.More cost than profit that i can get.Pray n Efforts can make it through.

roxette songs

VULNERABLE

Everywhere I look I see her smile
her absent-minded eyes
and she has kept me wondering for so long
how this thing could go wrong

It seems to me that we are both the same
playing the same game
but as darkness falls this true love falls apart
into a riddle of her heart

She’s so vulnerable
like china in my hands
she’s so vulnerable
and I don’t understand
I could never hurt the one I love
she’s all I’ve got
but she’s so vulnerable
oh so vulnerable

Days like these
no one should be alone
no heart should hide away
her touch is gently conquering my mind
there’s nothing words can say

She’s coloured all the secrets of my soul
I’ve whispered all my dreams
but just as nighttime falls
this vision falls apart
into a riddle of her heart yea

She’s so vulnerable
like china in my hands

she’s so vulnerable
and I don’t understand
I could never hurt someone I love
she’s all I’ve got
but she’s so vulnerable
Oh so vulnerable

Don’t hide your eyes…

DANGEROUS

You pack your bag
you take control
you’re moving into my heart and into my soul

Get out of my way!
get out of my sight!
I won’t be walking on thin ice
to get through the night

Hey, where’s your work?
what’s your game?
I know your business but I don’t know your name…

Hold on tight
you know she a little bit dangerous
she’s got what it takes to make ends meet
the eyes of a lover that hit like heat
you know she’s a little bit dangerous

You turn around
so hot and dry
you’re hiding under a halo
your mouth is alive
get out of my way!
get out of my sight!
I’m not attracted to go deeper tonight

Hey, what’s your word?
what’s your game?
I know your business but I don’t know your name…

Hold on tight
you know she a little bit dangerous
she’s got what it takes to make ends meet
the eyes of a lover that hit like heat

Crash! Boom! Bang!

My Papa told me to stay out of trouble
“When you’ve found your man, make sure he’s for real!”

I’ve learned that nothing really lasts forever
I sleep with the scars I wear that won’t heal
they won’t heal

Cos every time I seem to fall in love
Crash! Boom! Bang!
I find the heart but then I hit the wall
Crash! Boom! Bang!
That’s the call, that’s the game
and the pain stays the same

I’m walking down this empty road to nowhere
I pass by the houses and blocks I once knew

My Mama told me not to mess with sorrow
but I always did, and Lord, I still do
I’m still breaking the rules

I kick it up
I kick it down

Cos every time I seem to fall in love
Crash! Boom! Bang!
I find the heart but then I hit the wall
Crash! Boom! Bang!
that’s my real middle-name
it has always been the same
that’s the call, that’s the game
and the pain stays the same.

I still feel the heat
slowly fallin’ from the sky
and the taste of the kissing
shattered by rain
comin’ tumblin’ from behind

ruthless people

everytime i want to do something right, comes trouble.

i really hate it. Internet cafe only gives me headache.

love n care

The difference between love n care

In front the person u love, winter turns to spring
In front the person u care, winter stays winter only more lovely

In front the person u love, ur heart beats faster
In front the person u care, u only feel joy n happiness

If u look into the eyes of the person u love, ur eyes begins to weep
If u look into the eyes of the person u care, u just smile

When I fall In love

When i fall in love

Allahu Rabbi i ask 4 ur permission

Someday if i fall in love

Dont let U’r love 4 me less

So i forget about U

Allahu Rabbi

I have a wish

Someday if i fall in love

Fullfill me with U’r unlimited love

So my feelings 4 U still solid

Allahu Rabbi

Someday if i fall in love, with U’r permission

Choose me somebody who’s heart is full of

U’r love

n makes me admires U more

Allahu Rabbi

Someday if i fall in love

Make us meet

Give us the chance 2 approach U’r love

Allahu Rabbi

My last wish is Someday if i fall in love

please make our love last 4ever. Amin !